Can you spell AWKWARD?

Last Saturday, i went to catch a movie in Alamanda with of course my bf. While waiting for the movie, my bf went out for an air and i just waited inside watching Liverpool's match against Fulham (i think). As i glued my eyes on the t.v, i noticed there was a man peeking through the glass wall but as it was Liverpool on the t.v...i was like...whatever dude.But then, i heard a knocking on the glass and automatically i turned my eyes to the knocking. I thought it was my bf but it was...drumroll please...my...wait for it...ex-bf! I was shocked! Should i go outside and meet him? Ah, what the heck! I went to see him and to my surprise my bf was talking to a friend who came with my exbf. And it was my bf who told the ex-bf that i was inside...heeeh. We were talking about nothing while inhaling the awkward air. It was really awkward seeing your ex-bf while going out with your bf. It has been two years since our last meeting. As i had nothing to say to him, i made a not really nice comment about his belly...hehe...(dont blame me, blame his belly ok?). To make things more awkward, i said this 'awk kenalkan bf sy tu?' and i said it on purpose coz i know they knew each other...hihihi.

P/S: Honestly, i wanted to say this to him, 'have you met farhan, he is everything you're not dude'.

Apa yang tak kena?

Mesti lelaki ni kuat makan. Suap kat bini seciput jek, kat tangan kiri tu...kek segenggam!!!

important notice.

dear you,

i love you so much.
and i know that you love me too.

BUT

you gotta do what you gotta do.
don't let me repeatedly say what i've said.
be more sensitive.

haishhhh!

Bitterness

Bitterness is a frozen form of latent anger and resentment.
Bitterness grows out of our refusal, to let go when someone or something is taken from us. Bitterness is being constantly hurt by a memory and is holding onto a hurt until it has a hold on you.
Bitterness is the unhealthiest emotion you can have. When you are offended or disappointed by others and allow the hurt to germinate in your heart, bitterness and resentment will take root. Bitterness is characterized by an unforgiving spirit and generally negative, critical attitudes. Bitterness and resentment are both sinful and self-defeating.
The bitterness pervades everything.
What happens to a person if she keeps bitterness on the inside for many years?
What happens to her physically?
Can she get physically sick?
Suppose it is bitterness toward a person.
She kept it inside nurturing, she has not shared it.
She has not defiled many people -- she has kept it down inside.
When she keeps it inside for some years, she finally begins to hurt.


p/s: tell me where it hurts.

Datang Lagi

Mengapa ia perlu hadir sentiasa? Tolong laa! Aku rimas ni.
Jangan la buat aku confius.
Gi la jauh-jauh...aku dah happy dengan apa yang aku ada sekarang.
Aku taknak hilang apa yang aku ada sekarang.
Ye...kadang-kadang aku memang ada rasa nak...tapi aku tahu itu adalah sia-sia.
Tapi bila ia hadir...aku macam tak tentu arah sikit.
Nasib baiklah aku cepat sedar dan tak mengalami kemalangan.
Kalau tak...habis la weh...

p/s: I Love You AFAK

Underconstruction

Sebab takde talian internet di rumah, idea yang menarik tidak dapat dicurahkan ke dalam blog. Bila sudah di depan laptop yang lengkap dengan berokband...idea yang menarik pun sudah hilang.
Inilah kelemahan aku dalam menjaga blog aku, selalu lalai untuk memberi makan.

Sekian.

Mestikah Begini?

Aku memang dah lame nak snap gambar papan tanda ni. Sebab apa? Sebab papan tanda ni hanyalah hiasan semata-mata dan buatkan aku nak gelak. Cuba baca apa yang tertulis kat situ. Tapi 'ada' habis pokok-pokok kat belakang tu. Pokok batu adalah. Ini yang buat aku marah sebagai pecinta alam sekitar. Kok ye pun nak bina bangunan, jangan la bina kat kawasan simpanan pokok. Sesak mata aku tengok. Bila panas mula la nak merungut, padahal salah sendiri. Bumi ni makin tua, bukan makin muda...pandai-pandailah.

Hmm...takpun sebenarnya kawasan simpanan pokok tu kat area yang berumput-rumput je. Nanti baru nak tanam pokok. Ye ke?