Sunday, March 8, 2009

Aku ni siapa?

Sebelum tidur punya aktiviti...


1. bukak web ni : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2. amik Personality Quiz tu..

3. Copy n Paste result kat mana-mana social site yang best, or blog ke

4. Tag your friends including me :) <---aku malas nak tag siapa2...eheh

Silalah baca keputusan saya kalau rasa nak baca:-

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hmm...adakah ini aku?

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Perbualan Yang Mendalam

Adakah warna kegemaran awak biru?
Adakah awak selalu bercakap benar?
Awak percaya pada angkasa lepas?
Saya sedang 'belajar' tentang awak...
Adakah kulit awak 'tan' seperti saya?
Adakah rambut awak beralun ke sebelah sana?
Ada sesiapa yang mengambil sebahagian daripada hati awak?
Sekarang saya sedang 'belajar' tentang awak...
Dan jika awak tak kisah, boleh awak cerita tentang harapan dan ketakutan awak?
Dan semua yang awak percaya..
Boleh awak buat kelainan di dunia ini?
Saya suka awak menarik saya ke perbualan yang mendalam..
Hanya awak sahaja yang mampu..
Saya sudah lepaskan ego saya..
Dan awak juga akan begitu....
Perbualan yang mendalam dengan saya..
Adakah nama awak berima dengan nama saya?

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Risau

Apakah makna risau? Cuba semak kamus dewan bahasa tu...aku malas nak semak...eheheh.

Risau...risau...risau...risau...sebut banyak kali macam kelakar pulak bunyinya...huhuhu.

Someone told me that yang aku ni suka merisaukan diri about almost anything. Dia cakap aku overthink. Aku admit yang aku memang suka berfikir, fikir pasal things yang akan terjadi nanti. Aku berfikir sebab aku nak prepare myself for the future. Aku takut if aku tak fikir and if something bad happens, that time I will be left with no option. Aku taknak. So sebabkan pemikiran aku yang camtu, aku tend to berfikir yang teruk-teruk punya. Kadang-kadang aku selalu sangat fikir benda yang tak best, benda yang best aku tak fikir. Kenapa la agaknya kepalahotakakuyangberjambul ni fikir camni? Ye la, makin fikir makin berkecamuk hati, berserabut otak.

Seperti yang ditaip di atas, aku selalu fikir pasal negative things or outcome...so in the end aku akan menjadi doubtful untuk semua benda. Aku menjadi ragu-ragu kat orang, ragu-ragu kat stuff like study, future, money, marriage, carreer etc. Aku takut apa yang aku buat sekarang ni akan mendatang negative outcome in the future.

Sakit otak. Hidup tak tenteram bila banyak fikir pasal benda-benda negative ni.
Kena jadi optimist balik ni...ehehe...sebab aku ni memang optimist taw, kadang-kadang terlampau. Dan sebabkan aku terlampau optimist...aku selalu juga buat-buat tak nampak about the worst things yang aku tahu (bajet) akan jadi and in the end, aku end up being frustrated. Hmm...maybe sebab aku taknak jadi optimist sangat, sekarang aku jadi pessimist.

Aku rasa aku kene start jadi optimist...tapi kali ni optimist yang moderate.

But, tak salahkan kalau nak risau? Kan? ;p
Dan, tak salah gak kan if aku nak ada a slight doubt untuk apa-apa sahaja supaya bila benda buruk jadi, aku akan well preparad. Ye ke? ;p